My winter break was great. I was able to spend some time in Orange County and Hollywood. I met a lot of people and even did some art projects at a makeup/art academy. In other words, I did drag. Drag is not something I won’t to do as a career but I enjoyed getting to utilize makeup as a form of art that also involves fashion. Another love of mine along with the photography I did there, which I am also obsessed with.
My first semester had many ups and downs. Ups include my progression towards the ends of my senior year and downs including my realization of the nearing end of my senior year. If I am completely honest, I have not fully grasped the fact that I am in the last semester of my senior year. It hasn’t hit me that I am a senior. One day it is going to hit me like a truck and give me an anxiety attack. As of now though I just need to hang in there and pass my classes and get my hours.
My goal is to have my car loaded with my stuff the night of graduation ready to move to LA; after pictures of course. I planned to do the Navy reserves one weekend a month while pursuing the arts there in LA. Had I had uploaded this the day it was due, you would’ve know that I was meeting with the navy recruiter on the 2nd. It did not go well and now I just plan to move there. Maybe after a year, I will attend a community college.
While I am proficient in school, I have realized it is not for me. I yearn for culture and utilizing my life as my own canvas. I yearn for happiness as a lifestyle. I feel as though I cannot impact the lives of others through myself and my artistry from a classroom. This is the reasoning behind my decision.
My first semester had many ups and downs. Ups include my progression towards the ends of my senior year and downs including my realization of the nearing end of my senior year. If I am completely honest, I have not fully grasped the fact that I am in the last semester of my senior year. It hasn’t hit me that I am a senior. One day it is going to hit me like a truck and give me an anxiety attack. As of now though I just need to hang in there and pass my classes and get my hours.
My goal is to have my car loaded with my stuff the night of graduation ready to move to LA; after pictures of course. I planned to do the Navy reserves one weekend a month while pursuing the arts there in LA. Had I had uploaded this the day it was due, you would’ve know that I was meeting with the navy recruiter on the 2nd. It did not go well and now I just plan to move there. Maybe after a year, I will attend a community college.
While I am proficient in school, I have realized it is not for me. I yearn for culture and utilizing my life as my own canvas. I yearn for happiness as a lifestyle. I feel as though I cannot impact the lives of others through myself and my artistry from a classroom. This is the reasoning behind my decision.